Sunday, August 15, 2010

things that i can be thankful of?

i was feeling a bit pathetic about myself for the last few days. sure, i had some busyness at the campus, but then after that, i got nothing else to do. so i went to the mall and spent hours sitting there in the most crowded part, brain walking. drop a tear or two. no smile. got people looking weird at me.
i was a mess.
than i went to the restroom and caught a glimpse of my reflection on the mirror. an ugly girl with messy hair and miserable face expression was starring back at me. i laughed to see such an ugly face, and figured out i can't be this pathetic. so i took out my cell phone and start writing something unnecessary.
really unnecesarry and a little cheesy.
but well, i guess i am one of those cheesy-kind-of-person. so ah whattheheck.
here it is:

things that youcan be thankful of:
  1. you have your leg to bring you around! imagine if you're lame! (wrote this right after i saw a girl having to walk around the mal with crutches.)
  2. you still have a mother and a father. you get to hug them anytime you come home! some people don't.(wrote this after i was being reminded by myself that some of my close friends aren't that lucky when it comes to family fulfillment.)
  3. you get to continue your study at a university. some people don't. heck, a lot of people don't!
  4. you are not crazy. your brain is working perfectly fine, so that when you face problems, you won't be mad and go nuts. you'll handle it with your mature thoughts.
  5. your education is being paid a group of people! some people must work extra hard just to stay in theirs!
  6. you have a job and that shows how mature you are. some people don't even have anything to do!
  7. you get high scores on your exams. some must face the fact that they're incapable of knowledge. some drop out from college. some get their life messed up and never get to be successful in life. 
  8. you're not making your parent's life hard. instead, you're kinda' giving them a breath of fresh air. do you know how noble your action is?
  9. you're good at singing. some people must close their own ears just to sing. 
  10. you're not bad at english. well at least you're kinda' good not to fail the exams. that stuff can actually make you look a bit intelligent and somehow...modern.
  11. you have a GOD nes. some people don't. and they can get really crazy when they're depressed, because they have nowhere to turn to. they end up killing themselves with a large amount of medicines, or a gun, or a free fall from the roof top.
you are lucky.
SO WHAT if it's love. as people usually say, there's a lot of fish in the water! :)

yes people, so the core of the pathetic-miserable-face is, once again, arrrggh love life.
please understand if this post may sound a little narcissistic, i need 'em to boost my mood up.

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